My Crystal Meth

(Thank You) My crystal Meth
Created,written and produced by Cheryl Lee - copyrighted. (THANKS CHERYL)

You pick me up, and then you tear me apart
You crush my soul, and that’s just a start
You make me feel special, more valuable then gold
You lift my soul and told me to be bold

Thank you, please come again
Thank you for all the pain
Thank you, for this aftermath
Thank you, for being my crystal meth

The drugs begin to peak
Witness my tears, for I cannot stay to speak
For that reason, my conscience plagues at me
I’m fucked up, it’s a fact I can’t disagree

I can blame it on the weather, but I’m still a mess
I wear a smile everyday, and try to look my best
Ignorance is bliss I wish I could never love you
Love is blind, if I had a choice, I would not change this hue

Thank you, for giving up on me
Thank you, setting yourself free
Thank you, for being there
Thank you for all this despair

You taunt my heart, a sense I never knew I had
You know I’m addicted now, but to you I’m last season’s fad
You are my consolation, ironically you are my grief
You are an angel in disguise, you’re my relief

Now I’m lost and depressed from the awful reality
Stuck in this Bermuda Triangle, stuck in this fatality
Now I’ve lost my way back home, and nobody understands
This is not a suicide note, but you are the only one that comprehends

Thank you for being my crystal meth
Thank you for this living death
Thank you for giving me a chance
Thank you for this gothic romance